Have you ever cried so hard that you’re slammed up against your door making sure that no one will come in and see you this way. You’re hugging yourself as you lean your head in your lap, thinking maybe this can hold you together. Have you ever cried so much that you just can’t stop no matter how hard you try? Your breathing becomes shirt and you’re gasping for air. You think, “It can’t get worse”, but then it does. Have you ever cried like this every single day? Welcome to my life.